(i asked G if we could take a "myspace/ duckface" picture and i was surprised when he said yes.and hes better at it.) 

lately i do not want to go to sleep.
i feel like a little kid on christmas eve.
except that, i dont know what im so excited about...
i stay awake day (night? idk) dreaming about maltipoos
and moving to salt lake and wandering around the city like old times.
about two nights from now when G works his last grave yard shift!
when next week comes and i dont have to go to work if i dont want to.
also next week when i am going to do spring cleaning and put my winter clothes away and pull out my summer clothes. (this used to be so exciting when we were kids, and it still is.)
summer weddings.
about 3 months from now when i will be done with school.
when the weather is warm enough to go camping!
when we get to spend time in california with the sunshine and family.
when deep love stuff starts happening.
when july comes and baby brother comes home from his mission.(i. can. not. wait. and poor G gets to hear about how excited i am every 5 minutes.)
when i become an aunt.
when we go to Guatemala in december.
when january comes and we have no idea what we are going to do.
these are things i would rather think about then sleep.