Archive for December 2011


Happiness is not a destination.
Thinking that some day we will be happy,
that is making happiness a destination.
Happiness is a mood.
A condition.
Not a destination
It's like being tired or hungry.
It comes and goes and that's ok.
It's ok to be a little hungry sometimes.
It's ok to be unhappy for a little bit sometimes,
but not for too long.
Too long is starving.
Too long is unhealthy.
Just like being hungry for too long.

my timing is off.

sometimes being one person in hard.
im going home tomorrow.
a much needed trip home.
i really like euphemisms and idioms,
though most times i cant remember how they go.
i'm reading Walden for the hundredth time.
"Perhaps we should never procure a new suit, however ragged or dirty the old, until we have so conducted, so enterprised or sailed in some way, that we feel like new men in the old, and that to retain it would be like keeping new wine in old bottles. Our moulting season, like that of the fowls, must be a crisis in our lives"
today it snowed. and it stuck to the ground.
today was also my last day as a waitress.
packing a suit case is hard.
partly because, really, who knows what im going to want to wear next week, let alone tomorrow.
i listend to this talk to day
just what i needed.
i drank too much baja blast at taco bell and currently feel ill.


This is what I am doing for the next four weeks.
I have been thinking a lot about detoxing my mind, body, and soul.
its been a rough year for me.
and not because of anything huge,
just a lot of little things, that add up to one. big. heavy. heart.
i stumbled upon this little 28 day plan.
i think not.


im missing this boy today

and this one


I am trying so hard to follow this little saying lately. 
But seriously, 
10 days
20 days,
32 days.
i am counting down, and trying to make the days count.


this is me lately.

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