deep love happened, finally:

and so did finding faces in mountain sides, counting road construction cones, reading  trust falls into wet cement over moms shoulder, hearing "on the road again" sung over and over again- out off key and off beat, secretly holding my breath through the tunnels and wishing i had someone to poke in the ribs, and 14 hours packed in a small car with 4 other bodies.
but it was all so much fun.
and now it is halloween night.
i am eating takis and drinking dr. pepper, essentially creating a volcano in my stomach that i will later regret. 
tomorrow is our 7 months of dating and 9 days until the wedding...
what the what?
my thoughts exactly.