cant. stop. watching. numbers. change.


heeeeeeeerrrrrre


try and count with the "google searches today" or the "public healthcare expenditure today" ones.
ive been trying for about 20 minutes now.
i think its impossible.

its one of thoooose mornings.
you know,
the one where you slam your leg against the corner of the desk, the same leg you have a grapefruit sized bruise on from the day before and have now acquired a limp because of it.

the one where you go to pick up your tea-to-go and the lid isnt on so hot stuff goes all over you.

the one when you realize you emailed your teacher named Matt happy birthday instead of you little brother. realizing this only because of the response received from the teacher.

the one where you forgot your work keys at home at 8am so you run back across campus just to realize that you did not forget them. they were just in a different pocket in your back back.

the one where you look at the weather report and it reads that there will be rain, wind, and clouds all week.

the one when its only 8:31am and the reoccurring thought in my head is"is it 4:15 yet?"

whatever.

i watched this video, and had some good discussion about it with my roommate.
weve been trying not to say "sorry" so much when sorry isnt what we mean.
ive been failing at it.
but im recommitting my self right meow.

i am by no means a U2 fan.
but this version of this song was the first thing i wanted to listen to when i woke up this morning.

"Without God, life would end at the grave and our mortal experiences would have no purpose. Growth and progress would be temporary, accomplishment without value, challenges without meaning. There would be no ultimate right and wrong and no moral responsibility to care for one another as fellow children of God. Indeed, without God, there would be no mortal or eternal life."

Taken By Trees.
all. morning. long.
and Ani DiFranco.
naturally.

i work with a guy from spain.
according to him, when women get to a certain age (23) in spain they say that their "rice is starting to burn."
whelp, tomorrow my rice starts burning.
what ever that means.
bring it on.

while cleaning out my closet two things i said way too often:
1. this dress is good for wearing to the beach.
2. i ll keep this for when i grow an inch or two.

well,
1. i live in idaho. as far as i know there is no beach here. and no, Riby lake does not count.
2. i am almost 23. preeeeeety sure i am not going to grow an inch or two.

therefore, the closet has been emptied. youre welcome shoppers of the Rexburg DI.

p.s. my life is good.
i am so blessed.
i am happy.